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How I Begin My 2010

2010-01-28T22:54:00.006+07:00

1-3rd Jan: Happy New Year @ work.. *sigh*
4th : off day!
5th : working =(
6th : mc (medical leave) too tired -.-
7th : working.
8-13th : Break - Have fun and lovely days with mom & big sistas in Jakarta :D :D :D
14-15th : back to work...zzz
16th : off day! got virus infection on my right eye and it was getting worse at nite.
17th : went to see doctor in the morning & couldn't go to work for 3 days. ;)
18-19th : stayed at home. enjoy! and a bit worried my eye wasn't getting better.
20th : went to see the eye specialist @ SNEC and she gave me another 6 days of MC. ;D :'* hm...good news or bad?
21-24th : stayed at home. cleaning my room. doing my things. cooking. sleeping. chatting. relaxing.
25th : 2nd meeting with the doctor. it was getting better but not truly recovered yet, left eye a lil bit contageous. got 4 more MC days from 27th - 30th.
26-28th : yay!! I'm feeling much better. stayed at home. recovering. cooking. chatting. tidying up here and there. enjoying my days off ;) and get ready for tomorrow!! I ask my boss to come to work tomorrow, and he says yes.

See how wonderful I spend my January 2010?? should I be happy or shouldn't I? BOTH!!!
Since the last 12 days I don't go to work, tomorrow I'll be back!! at last..feel I wana have my 1st day at work. and it seems that I take full month of paid-leave. HaHa. Interesting yet pity me.

Last December was very busy at work. very really tiring for me T.T so I take this chance to recharge my energy, pay my less-sleep hours, and refresh a while from working life. and it works!! it really WORKS!!! Everyday is a holiday :') hmm...

On the other hand, I'm pissed off because I've already used many many days of my MC for this year, just left 4 days for the entire year. d*mn! and somehow I feel sad because I stayed at home, alone, longer than I was with my family back then I had my holiday in Jakarta :'(

and tomorrow I'll go back to reality. Hoping there'll be no more sickness for the rest of the year and get myself ready for the busyness of my job. Oh no, even I'm lazy to think about it. But anyway, deep in my heart, I do miss my workmates and my workplace..
I'll see you in less than 24 hours. :D

Hello December!

2009-12-01T01:25:00.004+07:00

My fav month is in action, everyone! Oh, I loveeee December so much. The weather, the feel, the ambience of Christmas time is all around. The song, the light, and all decoration are completed its touch. Lucky the music in my work place also change to Christmas songs for the whole December :) at least I can feel Christmas is near and is coming.

It's gona be a new unique experience in my life. Happiness and sadness altogether will accompany me in this December.
Let's start from the sad part.
1. I can't take any of my leave for the whole December! company's rule. *sigh* so I can't go back home to Jkt and will celebrate Christmas alone in Singapore without my family around T_T
2. I still don't get any decision yet whether or not I'll have my off day on the 25th so that I can go to church. hope & pray. *crossing fingers*
3. I'll miss my mom's special Christmas food and decoration as well :'(
4. I HAVE TO work in this holiday season and it's gona be busy like hell..........
5. It's just...weird...I'm not used to it, yet.

And the happy part is, soon, I will experience myself, a new way of celebrating Christmas, and it will definitely leave such a great mark in my living journey. Just try to enjoy it! :D

God bless everyone and happy Holidazzle (dec theme of my workplace).

Miraculous Quotes

2009-10-27T00:32:00.003+07:00

A good-old-friend of mine suddenly sent me a message, just to show his care, to cheer me up, and to give the strength of what happened in my life.. A simple message which gives an extraordinary positive feeling when everyone seems to judge me of what I've been doing.

"There is no oil, if olives are not squeezed...
No wine, if grapes are not pressed...
No perfume, if flowers are not crushed...

If you felt any pressure in life today?
Don't worry..
God is just bringing you out the best in you!."

another amazing quotes for tonight,

"We are like teabags,
whose true strength comes out when we're put in hot water.

So, when problems upset you..
Just think, you must be God's favorite cup of Tea!."

AMEN!!
Reading these quotes gives me a peacefull heart without being judged of each of its words.
Thank you, K., for giving me such a nice quotes.
Thank you, Lord, for such a great life. Lucky I have you.

I do hope this post can bring peacefullness for those who read. :)

Little Rouge Sexy Noe

2009-10-21T23:02:00.004+07:00

Wilma is in extremely happy mode!! :D
I got my so-called-dream-bag since I'm entering my working world.
More red items collection..yippiiee..I think it's my painkiller for the last 2 hard-weeks in my life. It cures my feeling in its own way and it feels soooo good... ;) As if I'm dreaming....hm...
You're so cute! love.love.love *muackz*

a lucky draw..

2009-10-18T00:15:00.003+07:00

Hoping. Praying. Wishing.
That is a few days ago.

Now I'm happy, super happy when I got the news of my wish-lists :)
This would be one of my greatest experiences in life..never dream of before..and it's just going to be happened, soon!! haha^^

Sense of Idul Fitri 1930H

2009-09-21T11:39:00.001+07:00

For those who celebrate Hari Raya, I want to say Minal Aidin Walfa Idzin, mohon maaf lahir dan batin.

I'm eating ketupat and families rite now at my landlord house somewhere in Singapore. hm..nyummy... it reminds me of Indonesia. Though I'm not celebrating it, my mom usually cooks its dishes every year. Just to participate a bit and enjoy the meals, me n fam all like it. It's really tasty!! spicy, salty, all mixed together!! too bad i'm not at home this time, but quite happy to eat ketupat since I always (have to) eat Singapore food (Orcahrd Rd's esp) everyday for 5 months. At last, I eat Indo's taste^^

Still in the mode of short sexy stylish BOB

2009-09-13T20:18:00.011+07:00

Holaaa..I just got back home from today's activities: go to church, since today is Sunday and is my off day, and do my hair cut! happy.happy.happy..

This is the 1st time I miss going to church. I never felt that before, maybe because I never be in the situation. But then, my job requires me to work in an unfixed off day. I only get once a month for an off-day on the weekend. Today I feel like I found my family back :) because i know some of them, they're also from GKY-GV, Jakarta. They ask me to participate in church activities, esp for Christmas. I feel so sad. I want to join them, i used to participate in church since i was a kid. But then, my job is the only reason!!.. *sigh*

Moving on, I was a bit in rush from Bugis to Orchard, to catch my appointment at 5 p.m. I feel so excited to cut my hair. It's Kimrobinson!! and it's the salon director, Michael.. I can't wait for the surprise he'll give to me through his cutting on my hair. hm...wondering. hoping. praying.
1 and a half hours later...
It's FABULOUS!!! Still in the bob theme, the style i like the most which suits me best (my face, my style, and my personality). Simple, fresh, short, volume, sexy...hmm? hahaha like it. like it. like it. The best hair cut ever in the last 23 years. Have to be admitted, money talks in this skill of hair world. He cuts my hair using razor. At first I doubt his skill cos I had bad experience with razor. I once asked him, "is it ok u cut my hair using razor cos I had bad experience of it?" he just smile back to me and answer, "yes, for some styles using razor gives the best look. In your case, maybe the person didn't know well how to use razor." Then, I just kept quiet, smile and tried to believe him. Surprised!!! Money talks. that's all I can say. That's the only reason why i always spend more when it comes to my haircut ;')

I fall in love with Kimrobinson. the classy ambience salon, the way they treat me like a princess, the privacy I get...ohh..it's so lovely :) and the best part is the result of my hairstyle :D
I wish Michael reduce his price point, it's quite pricey though..., or even better, my company gives me more for the hair voucher every month! HAHA.. I loveeeee my new hair style!!!..

Thankfulness

2009-08-21T23:10:00.005+07:00

Nothing I could say but Thank You, Lord.. I got my confirmation letter already. =) God is good to me..

Time flies. 7 months ago, I did the 1st interview for this job. 1 month later, she called & congratulated me after I did the 2nd interview in the morning. 2 months later, I signed the agreement letter with the company. The next month, April 13, 2008, she called & informed my departure would be on morning time the day after tomorrow. I was in a hurry-mode packing my things within 1 full day. Blur. Couldn't believe it!! It truly happened. I would start a new life by myself in God's hand!..

After working for 4 months, that letter finally come. pheww..thanks God..my appraisal said positive things :') I feel releived n happy n excited!!
Releived - I pass my probation time..
Happy - happy feeling!! err...no need to explain, everyone knows.
Excited - about all benefits I can get!!.. HaHa psssttt....just a 'lil bit info for u, I'll get my hair voucher every month $$ at Kimrobinson salon, LV shoes uniform and shoes i buy myself (which i can claim up to hundreds $$$ :p) every year, participate in all kinds of staff sales, and last but not least, here n there discount...and still many more about my company benefits, SOON....woohoooww...what a life ;P

That's the best of working in such a big retail company. And I'm so in love with it!!.. :D

Love this time..

2009-08-08T22:09:00.002+07:00

Moment like this makes me feel very happy =) at the same time killing me softly. miss him so bad :'(

On my off day having quality time with bf.
Just chit chat via msn talk about everything.
our updates. our future. our dreams. our life.

the simply thing gives me an extraordinary day :'))
love you, babe!

Cutie.Newbie.Topsie

2009-08-08T21:12:00.003+07:00

Last Saturday after B shift work (ends at 7.15 p.m), I had no appointment with anybody. I just want to have quality time with myself..this time goes to..SHOPPING!! yay...hihihi I chose to browse at Ion which I haven't browse enough since the opening at 20th July.

Zara is a must-shop to visit! And this is the right time for me, because I found so many cute tops which was hard to decide which one should I buy. It made me 3x to go to the fitting room!! hahaha lucky there was no queue! It took more than 1 hour to browse all clothes. And at the end,, I decided to buy all those I like the most. They're so cute and I love it^^
Before I went home, I dropped by to Pull n Bear. Roughly, the collections are similar to Zara's but less expensive. They are also very cutee...but I stopped myself to buy and grab 'em..enough shopping!! Only 1 top that 'click' to my heart...and couldn't resist that so I bought it :D hehehe
When you shop, you have to have that 'click' feeling with the item..It's a sign that it is yours!! hahaha happy quality time shopping I had.. enough for few months stocks of clothes, I hope so......... ;P

enjoy ;D

One Fine Day

2009-08-04T17:23:00.003+07:00

Today should be my off day after 3 days working & C shift yesterday. Sadly, I still have to come to the store in the morning for monthly general meeting with big boss of LV Singapore, JC. A bit about my boss, he is French, 1st time working in SG, and he is the humblest, friendliest, the most down-to-earth boss I've ever met. Not "jaim" bossy type of person, e.g. smoking in front of his staffs when he walks in Orchard Rd, but keep smiling to us when he's passing by, with all his wrinkles in his face everytime he smiles, which I like the most ;D and..he always greet us with the word "halo" while at the same time, smiling :')...When he started the meeting this morning, the 1st word is "halo" with his smiling wrinkles face ;P

okay, I don't want to talk about the meeting I had, it's more to my story after the meeting.

Today's agenda:
1. Attend the general monthly meeting
2. Go to the bank to open my 2nd account (strictly for saving!!)
3. Go to salon to cut my hair
4. Go back home, wash my clothes, and sleep...

I had lunch before I went to the bank @ Ayam Penyet Ria, Lucky Plaza with friends. It's Indonesian resto n it's yummy...esp their balacan sambal!! hot&spicy!!!...
Then, my friends back to work n I went to the bank. I didn't completed 1 out of 3 requisites of opening an acc, which is I didn't bring along my passport. I thought my S-Pass can cover all...but...*sigh*...too bad!! :'(

I moved on with my 3rd plan, going to my friend's reccomendation salon, Essentuals. It's located at 1 of the newest shopping centers in Orchard Rd. Otw there, I came by to Apple store just to look around my next target: iPhone 3Gs and, or, maybe mac book pro ;P. Back to track, my friend reccomends me to cut my hair with the boss as well as the owner, or his assistance, but both of them were not available because I hadn't make any appointment before. (p.s: I also don't want to spend too much money to cut my hair for this time. I'll wait for my confirmation letter n get my hair voucher @ Kimrobinson ;P) So, I ended with Marcus, the senior stylist. I asked for something simple, tidy, n easy. (just save the best for the last *crossing fingers*). And...TADAAA...I like it! ;D it's more to bob layers. Fresh. Short. Simple. It is so me :DD but still, i prefer Indo's hair stylist. what you think?

Around 1 p.m I went back home after beat my shopping temptation to go back to Lucky Plaza where I saw Bossini is on sale 50% off!! pheww..lucky I can manage it. I stick to my plan, go back home and do the cleaning. =)

So, Today's results:
1. DONE
2. Pending
3. DONE
4. DONE except sleeping...not enough time to sleep!! already 7 p.m now n want to cook my dinner, then sleep like a pig HA..HA..

Auld Lang Syne

2009-07-23T02:33:00.001+07:00

Still awake in this time. I try to close my eyes but still it doesn't work! (feels so lucky tomorrow is my 2nd off days). Never think this'll happen like a blast. Like a bomb that blows eventually.

Just try to understand and follow my heart. Life is gambling and love is unfair..But then it all completes a whole great story of your life.

Now it's time to move on because life must go on.. I have to believe in myself who still have 2 feet to stand on and continue to write another chapter of my life.

With all my heart...

Backstage

2009-06-29T23:24:00.013+07:00

I'm so excited...today I experienced myself of what I imagined when I read shopaholic series! why why why?? because Louis Vuitton @ Ion mall Singapore is opening soon! It looks like when Becky wants to re-opening her store in London (Shopaholic & Baby) :P

Today is the first time for all ion-staffs-to-be to come to the store, explore it, and prepare everything! It looks like what is on the novel. Everyone is busy here and there preparing many many things for the opening on July 2nd.
As for me, now I'm in accesories team so I prepare anything related to it. Textiles, sunglasses, belts, ties, and fancy jewelry. The store is big that i could get lost maybe hahaha..

A bit description of the store, this is the biggest one in South East Asia, the first 2 storey level of LV store in Singapore, and it's actually a new concept of LV store. They are creating a warm 'home' ambience as well as a comfy luxurious place to shop as you entering the store.

Level 1 is separated into 2 areas, man's universe and ladies'. There's also a new design for LV store which is a bar, a 'bag' bar for both area. A main long bar in the center spot of ladies area consists of Monogram products (the one with LV flower), one of LV icon which is designed by Louis Vuitton's son, Georges Vuitton, in memoriam of his father. Ladies area also has damier (the checkers one), SLG (small leather goods), and accesories counter. For those who don't know the origin of LV, Damier is the 1st LV product line and the only pattern which is designed by Louis Vuitton himself in 1888. While in man's universe besides the bag bar there's also watches and sunglasses.

Level 2 is meant to be for high-end. Consists of RTW (ready-to-wear), shoes both for men and women, yet some high-end bags in Suhali, Mahina, and Multi colore range. We have watches as well. Last but not least, there're few comfy sofas for customer who are waiting for their loved ones, friends, scandal partner (oops..) to shop.

Never have this kind of such experience before. It gives another story of my life. Can't wait for the opening party next Thursday ;)

In Memoriam

2009-06-18T17:24:00.009+07:00

I remember this day 13 years ago.
God asked my beloved Papa to come to see Him. I was 10 years old. It was really unpredictable. He had a heart-attack when I was sleeping. My mom shocked the most. I was so sad...though I was a kid, I could feel the feeling of lost.

Since then, I have to start standing on my own, protect myself, and also protect my mom. I think my elder sisters also did the same. They were also protecting me as their youngest sister, I could feel it.
It made me grew-up as a tough and mature girl rather than my friends in the same age.

So many moments, problems that I passed without my dad around. Happiness and sadness. Sometimes I asked God why He took my dad when I needed most? But I believe that He is preparing something best for my life and He won't give any difficulties which is beyond your ability! and for sure, it makes me as a 'today's me' :)) whom I'm proud of.

Now I've finished my study and I'm in the working world. "Your little daughter is transformed to an independent woman." =)
I wish I've already made my mom and dad proud of me and I can make him smiling from above.. I love u, mama. I love u, papa. Always have always will..

Day Off...

2009-06-10T15:02:00.007+07:00

Recently, the happiest time in my life is having a day off or, if possible, 2 days off in a row...woohoohooow! Sometimes I go out with my friends exploring Singapore, or stay at home take a rest. Just like today, i'm enjoying my day off alone at home. I always enjoy staying at home alone. why?? because I don't have to talk to anyone. I just do all my things I wana do by myself :')) My job requires me to talk as much as I can everytime dealing with customer. Since I'm an introvert person, I re-charge my energy on my day off, alone.

So, today I woke up at 10a.m after having a beauty-10-hours-sleep last nite! I think this is the 1st time in sg I sleep that much!! oh..I loveee sleeping...lazy me!! haha
and, I'm ready to start my day. As usual, I have a time to read my bible n daily bread before I start or end my day. And today's plan: washing clothes, cooking, watching silet (indo's infotainment :P), sweeping n mopping my room, n waiting bf to call me, that's it!! so the rest is my free lazy day...yiiipppiiieeee...

For the cooking part, I manage to cook tomato n carrot chicken soup. Cooking is my new hobby since I have to find meal by myself. Yet, it's healthy. When it's finished and the taste is good, ehmm...at least for me it's more than eatable meal^^, I feel satisfied!! I loveeee eating good food...It gives me pleasures..hahaha U guys don't know how it feels!! Back then in Jkt, I cooked when I wanted to..it's rarely happen!! My bf often asked me to cook but I was too lazy to do it maybe because there'll always be my mom who'll cook for us or maybe because I could only cook rice, egg, instant noodle, fried rice, and spaghetti (my & his fav)!! Now, I'm trying to cook variety food. Start from the simplest: soup world!! :D

Now I'm done all today's plan n already shower, I still have few hours alone n I'm going to do my meni pedi, write my diary, n read my novel...what a day.. 8)

10 things I miss my G-Girls

2009-05-21T00:44:00.002+07:00

Suddenly I just miss my bff...my best Gossipers Gals...Have I mentioned them in my blog before? I don't think so..later, will do!! =)

It's been a month since I'm leaving Jkt and start my new world, working. I haven't met or even talked on the phone with them. I have very limited free time to do that. Still on the adaptation mode..hahaha

10 things I miss you:
I miss our gossiping time...
I miss our kongkowing event doing nothing having starbucks...
I miss our craziness....
I miss our silliness...
I miss our curhat session...
I miss our shopping 'till drop time...
I miss our laughing out loud mode on...
I miss our grooming part...
I miss our midnite group chatting...
I miss our togetherness...
I just miss you, much!

Seems that I have tons of stories just to share with..
hope to see ya soon!! :D
xoxo,, W.

Dream Job do Come True...

2009-04-23T13:14:00.002+07:00

2.15 p.m. GMT +8.
I'm lying on my bed..resting for a while after going back from MOM to do the tap screen and doing some house work. Very tiring days since I came here last week...lack of time, lack of sleep, lack of enough rest..all days busy! phew...

Okay, I'm telling you now, I work at one of the top world retails company based on Singapore as a sales associate^^ yay!!! That's my dream job to work on a fashion world. Since it is the top brand, the benefits they give to the employee is AWESOME! haha.. you'll be so surprised to hear those! hehehe I used to say will not having a single item from that brand because it's kind of everyone's dream brand, and I don't like it! it's everywhere. and the worst, the fake ones are easy to find! You can see on Mangga Dua Jakarta, there're like sands and very cheap!! that's y I wasn't even dreaming to buy one.
but now, I work here..and I'm in love with it!! esp after last training, I've seen and understood all their materials, how to create a single item, felt the real one, etc. and the most important one, the staff benefit :P

Yesterday I finished my 3 days inductive training..excellent training ever! very attractive, knowledgeable, and professional. Can't explain by words..I wish I can remember and will apply it all on the store.

and, Voila...tomorrow I'll start working, on a job training at the store. Wow...I'm very nervous but real excited :D
I'll read all the catalogue and the guidelines as well..
wish me luck!

1st Sin Weekend

2009-04-19T00:08:00.000+07:00

Hi hi..this is my 1st blog I write in SG, 1st mobile phone blog, and 1st weekend, too!! ;D
I'll update my weekend here. It's a bit different from my usual. I woke up in the morning @ 9.30 a.m. I made my bed, clean up my room (just rapi2 n nyapu), had my cereal & milk, and I did cooking with my roomate. Today we cooked baby kailan cah, and fried egg. It's too salty hahaha...Time flies really fast, it's already 1 p.m. and I had a plan meeting up with my friend, actually he's my bf's bff, @ 2.30 at Plaza Singapura. So, I was in a rush.

The weather is so d*mn hot! can't imagine...it's worse than Jkt. Luckily SG transportation is better than Jkt..hmm...cool..! It took only 45min more or less to get to the city from my place, Bedok.

My friend had already waited for us @ the mrt station. We had lunch @ MOS burger, it's all on him..! he didn't want us to pay. and he said, after 6 months he'll ask us to treat him at Tony Roma's and Sushi Tei hahaha then we just look around the mall, looking for our shoes 4 work but didn't find one. He accompanied us patiently and he really helped us in everything. Thanks to you, bun!
Then we moved to Esplanade to meet up with my highschool friend for dinner. While we're waiting 4 her, we took lots pictures outside durian building. Its roof is like durian so it's called durian building.

After a while, I met my friend, she still has the same look since highschool. So happy to meet her^^. She was my desk-mate at last grade. We had dinner at Taman Sutra, the one like outside foodcourt, very crowded! We chit chat a lot then we went home @ 9 after taking some photos, of course ;P My friend and her bf brought us back home..we thank u Rika n Edward!
We had some fun on this weekend! should do it next time...

Phewww...so tired..I haven't get along yet with SG habit, walk..walk..walk..A LOT!!! hahaha

Shoes Collection

2009-04-15T01:57:00.005+07:00

Phew...finally I finished packing for tomorrow's leaving and I'm not sleepy but sooo tired! But I still have time for re-arranging my shoes. Put them out from the box for 1 or 2 days, let them breath of the room temperature, then put them back to each box. That's how I take care of my shoes! Fyi, I really love shoes..It completes my appearance and it really fashionable, besides your bags of course :P
Here is all my shoes. Yeps, some of them are still nice-to-wear, but some of them are not hahaha. Again, since there's limitation of my baggage, I can't bring them all..So I have to do this way to maintain their beauty..!!! I just bring few of them for very strict usage. Maybe I should buy new ones there ^.^ just for makes me happy..

Heart Attack!

2009-04-14T02:49:00.006+07:00

For less than 2x24 hours I'll leave Jakarta and move to Singapore. I got a bit 'heart attack' when I read the message tonite in the middle of my family chit-chatting after having dinner.
OMG OMG..I haven't packed yet..and still don't believe it. I'll leave all my precious SOON! It's too soon!! My beloved family, caring bf, soul-mate gossipers girls, some of my lovely shoes collection, my books, my nail polishes, and all my things which i can't carry now..feel like I wana bring them all but there's a limitation of the baggage..why must have?!!! hate it!!... :P

I definitely will miss you all, Jakarta..oh, wana cry..and cry...and cry...but back to smile again..and again...and again...that's me :D Take care you when I'm not around.

Fyi, I will live without internet connection for a while, so readers..I'll update this blog as soon as possible.. Cya!!

Heartwarming Quality Time

2009-04-05T17:56:00.011+07:00

I was laying enjoying my day and time, laughing and joking as usual, talking and chit chatting about my going job abroad soon, with bf.
Suddenly, he cried in the middle of our laughter..T_T..
I was sooo touched. He never cry like this before. And, I cried on his warm hug and kept silent...

This is the first time we both cry not because of the fighting!
I'm going to miss him..(^_^)

Pampering Myself

2009-04-02T19:55:00.008+07:00

Today I just relaxing my free lazy day @ home after having some busy days. So I manage to pamper myself and I choose facial! Almost 3 months I didn't do facial so it's the time! =)

This idea comes from yesterday SQCI training as part of my job, it's about grooming. We girls have to do many rituals to get our best look. agree girls out there? yessss...!!! They explained us how we should maintained our body from top to toe. It's really interesting...I like the girly stuffs but I don't know about it in details before. So I like the training as well, it really useful for my body treatment to get the fresh look on my retired aged. So I can still look young and pretty when I am 50! hahahaha We call it as an investment ;P

About my facial, today I choose only standard facial, no chemical peeling and so on. I just want to get the relaxation when they purify, massage, and mask my face. It feels like heaven..oh-la-la..!!! I usually slept in the middle of my facial, but since lately I've been busy and tired, today is worse than usual..I can sleep in the middle of the beautician massage my face or even worse, when she's dealing with my pore I can go to sleep :P don't ask me when the mask time...I'm on my dream world..zzz...hahah
oh...I feel so fresh and relax after doing facial! You guys should try it.

For the place, I always go to Natasha skin care. I like the treatment and (I take it as a bonus) the price is rather not too expensive than the other skin care including their cream. I like the place also. Mine is in Bintaro. It's a new big modern building with a clean environment. In my opinion, they should improve their system, it's too long, and their front-liner, too! some of them are very jutek..that's not a good front-liner! I'm going to work as a front-liner, too, and I was trained about the service quality, so I know a lil bit.

Anyway, from now on I commit myself to fully take care of my body treatment from top to toe though it's ribet and not an easy commitment. But it's my investment for living, rite? and I'm going to enjoy it..definitely! :))

A 'lil Surprised just to Make Me Happy on My 23rd

2009-04-02T10:57:00.006+07:00

This post should be made last week (straight after my b'day), but I've been busy for the last 2 weeks so I made it today. My birthday is on Sunday, March 22 and I did have a wonderful b'day! Yessss...I spent my day with my beloved ones..Okay, now I'm 23-year-old..yay!! I am proud and happy of being 23 :) I have got my Bachelor degree and also have signed the work contract (though i haven't started working yet but still, categorized as their employee :P). That's enough to make myself complete for now on.

A 'lil surprised from my bf opening my bday. He asked me out to have a b'day brunch without mentioning the place, he said it was a secret. It was so odd. We usually had our b'day celebration on dinner..So I just dressed-up and enjoyed it! fyi, Wilma really loves surprises..^.^

Otw to the secret place, he asked me to not open my eyes. It's so funny and I didn't want to ruin his plan so I kept closing my eyes..On my duty, I felt what the blind men feel. It's so hard to be one of them, you only rely on your feeling. Sometimes it made me a lil headache when it turned to u-turn, turn-left, turn-right, etc..I often asked him would we arrive soon? He answered, almost there..I got wrong way! LOL

Later, he said okay it's the time, open your eyes!
It's Shangri-La Hotel!!! and I directly knew the place..YAY!!! I've been lusting to try this Shangri-La Italian restaurant, Rosso, but haven't found the right time and the money hahahaha. I did browsing and found this rest and they give positive response. I want to eat there! I love Italian food and I really love good food by the way =P I'm in good mood when eating good food :DD we ate like a cow since it is all-u-can-eat high class version hahahaha.

I was sooo happy and sooo surprised he asked me out there on my b'day. I was quite shocked of his surprise and did like udik people go to fancy restaurant =D It's the first time he has a secret place to eat. He always has tons of surprises for me but this way is the newest! He is so romantic :)) luv y..muachmuach..

Rosso Rocks! that represents my feeling..Love the foods, love the ambiance, love the place, love the services, love Rosso!!!...It's really worth!! Go there anytime you feel like dressing up and eating the cosmopolitan way^-^

Confession of a Shopaholic Movie

2009-03-17T12:05:00.008+07:00

It's kinda late to review this my fav movie type i watched last 2 weekend, but I'm eager to write about it since it's one of my fav novel.

I was very excited to see this movie. I expected to see it as I imagined when I read the novel. You know, it's based on Sophie Kinsella's novel. I am a big fan of it and still reading the 4th novel now. But I had read the movie story before the film released and quite disappointed seeing that this movie is a compilation between the 1st n 2nd novels. hm..still wondering though!

Ok, I a bit disappointed because there's too many story changed and cut! For example, they change the setting. It should be in London and NY instead of only NY. But I'm still in love with it heheheh even though many people said this movie isn't suitable to be released nowaday, when the world is in economic crisis, for me, I take it as an entertainment in the middle of our crisis. I can live for a while in my dream-world of shopping hahaha The story is very funny, relaxing my mind which full of designer labels...dreaming...dreaming...dreaming.... :P

At first I thought the actress does not suit well to the character, but I'm wrong. I really like Isla Fisher as Rebecca Bloomwood. She is cute, fabulous fashionista, and really fit the character even though her British accent is not really heard. From many aspects, she can be a true Becky Bloomwood in the novel with all her silliness in order to do her biggest problem: SHOPPING..!!

Kinsella's ROCK!!!...

a blessed phase of life, byebye jobless group ;')

2009-03-12T11:28:00.013+07:00

hi hi hellooow..finally, yesterday i have signed a contract with a company based on Spore (no need to mention the name of the company, tho) ;) It means, bye bye jobless group! hehehe

Everything is beautiful in His time^^ yeps, agree with that!! I'll tell you the story. As I wrote in my blog before, I failed for being a SIA stewardess. This was really hurt me. I asked God, "why?" and didn't understand, but now I know the answer, it's GREAT!!! back, a month later (Dec 2008), the same SIA agency called me n offered me another more interesting job, based on Spore, too. So I came for an interview n I passed. Then another day, I continued with another user interview from both Spore and Indo company branches, n I passed again..thank GOd, only 2 persons instead of 10 from the final interview, accepted. I did all the requirements n patiently waiting for further information which came soooo loooonnggg! They once informed me in Jan '09 that I will start working in Spore on May 1, 2009. So, before that, I have to do several training in town, 2 months for company training in Jakarta's stores, 1 month in SQCentre Indonesia's.

I was quite impatient when entering this March n still no news from them, but I still praying hard n trying to wait patiently. THADAAA..my patience brings me luck. Last Tue, she called me n invited me to come n sign the contract, also cancel the indo training part (will straightly have Spore training) :D got it!!

God is really good to me. I do believe He'll give the best for me in His time, and He does! (seeing 2 of my friends in pre-SIA stewardess in the same batch with me, they got the hold on position recently because of the economic recession, after waiting almost 3 months without notification at all). Also, considering I have already submitted my resignation of my part-time teaching job at the end of this March term before I got this job. Firstly, I thought I will be jobless for some time, u know, it's hard to get a job recently due to the global crisis, but fortunately, NO.

Now, the feeling part. I am in complicated feeling: very happy and real excited =)) yet a bit sad and really scareddd :'((... why?
- happy & excited part:
1. I get a job...YAYYY!!! no more jobless group hihi (accomplished my 2009 wishes lists no. 1)
2. I get one of my dream job, in a world-class fashion retail :P (can be classified to wishes lists no.1)
3. It's a job abroad, in Singapore..hey! meaning, I'll livee abroaaadddd soon...hihihi =S (accomplished my wishes lists no. 7)
4. I reach my expected salary as in Rp but not yet in SGD (accomplished my wishes lists no. 2)..even much much better than my Rupiah's target income hahaha but don't count it..start to think in SGD, Singapore is in the list of top ten most expensive countries in the world :'(
5. I will have a new different phase-life lots of new experiences, good and bad!..

- sad & scared part:
1. I only have time in Jkt for about 1 month from now. times flies!
2. I have to live alone, without my beloved family, bf, n friends :'(( (i never live separately from my fam, esp my mom before).
3. I am not a very health person, so scared if i'm sick n not having my mom besides me :(
4. I'm afraid something bad happen to my beloved in Indonesia or even to me there..*sigh* God will take care of us, tho!
5. I have to face all the culture-shock, adapt to a new situation, new friends, daily life n working life, ALL BY MYSELF..!!!
6. last but not least, i can't cook! heheehe (bisa2 bankrupt klo mkn diluar terus.. ;pp)

This moment strengthen my faith and just be patient. God isn't finished with me yet!. Trials can make life seem not worth living. Focusing on ourselves can lead to despair. But putting our trust in God gives us entirely different perspective. As long as we live in this world, we can be certain that our all-sufficient God will sustain us.

Yeah..that's my newest story,,it's enough for this time..now I'm going to prepare myself to teach my students. Thatha everyone...

"I thank my God everytime I remember you." -Phillipians 3:1-

Top 10 True Love Quotes

2009-03-01T13:27:00.005+07:00

True love begins when nothing is looked for in return.
-Antoine de Saint-Exupery-

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.
-Lao Tzu-

Love is energy: it can neither be created nor destroyed. It just is and and always will be, giving meaning to life and direction to goodness... Love will never die!
-Bryce Courtney-

Sometimes we let affection, go unspoken.
Sometimes we let our love, go unexpressed.
Sometimes we can't find words to tell our feelings,
especially towards those we love the best.
-anonymous-

Love is a smoke made with the fume of sighs.
Being purged, a fire sparkling in lovers' eyes.
Being vexed, a sea nourished with lovers' tears.
What is it else?
A madness most discreet,
a choking gall and a preserving sweet.
-William Shakespeare-

I could never love where I could not respect.
-Charlotte Elizabeth Aisse-

Love has features which pierce all hearts, he wears a bandage which conceals the faults of those beloved. He has wings, he comes quickly and flies away the same.
-Voltaire-

True love is a discipline in which each divines the secret self of the other and refuses to believe in the mere daily self.
-William Butler Yeats-

When you love someone, you love the whole person, just as he or she is, and not as you would like them to be.
-Leo Tolstoy-

Love is something eternal; the aspect may change but not the essence.
-Jeff Zinner-

...Mesmerized...

2009-02-25T22:21:00.006+07:00

Awwww......oh-so-sweeeettt.........^^
it's still hypnotized me, can't stop smiling and imagining of it...

I've just finished reading Shopaholic Ties the Knot and I almost screamed out loud when i read the ending of the story. It's..oh...surprising-incredible-romantic ending!!! like it. like it. like it..!!!
I can't stick to my plan before, will write about the novels soon after I finish reading all the 5 series. But I can't wait after I finished reading this 3rd novel hahah this idea suddenly comes up in my head. Yeah, babyyyy, very relaxing my mind :))

Wishing I was her, will be going to have a honeymoon all a round the world! yeps...it's my biggest dream in life! Someday, will do :D

Children Learn What They Live

2009-02-19T13:31:00.005+07:00

If you want to make a better world, please educate your children with good values.
It's more than money and toys to make them feel loved.
Use your heart, eyes, and hands to touch their life.
It's more than theories and words to shape them to be men of integrity.
Remember this: your children are your own reflection.

Children Learn What They Live

If children live with criticism, they learn to condemn.
If children live with hostility, they learn to fight.
If children live with fear, they learn to be apprehensive.
If children live with pity, they learn to feel sorry for themselves.
If children live with ridicule, they learn to feel shy.
If children live with jealousy, they learn to feel envy.
If children live with shame, they learn to feel guilty.
If children live with encouragement, they learn confidence.
If children live with tolerance, they learn patience.
If children live with praise, they learn appreciation.
If children live with acceptance, they learn to love.
If children live with approval, they learn to like themselves.
If children live with recognition, they learn it is good to have a goal.
If children live with sharing, they learn generosity.
If children live with honesty, they learn truthfulness.
If children live with fairness, they learn justice.
If children live with kindness and consideration, they learn respect.
If children live with security, they learn to have faith in themselves and in those around them.
If children live with friendliness, they learn the world is a nice place in which to live.

-Dorothy Law Nolte Ph.D-

I've heard this poetry long time ago when i was in junior high, and i recently found it on my friend's note which inspires me to write it here. Still remember and love it, too. This is a very good poetry for all parents-to-be. It is oh-so-true and yet so touching..^^

Cupcakes a.l.a Wilma :')

2009-02-16T11:51:00.021+07:00

One fine morning on Saturday, i decided to make something hand-made for this year valentine's gift..esp for my bf, for sure!!! Actually we don't specially celebrate val's day because there's nothing special on that day. For me, birthdays and anniversary are much better than valentine's. But this idea just comes straight in my mind, i just want to make something hand-made for him and fortuitous, it's valentine! I know he likes my-hand-made gift better than buying-stuff gift. So, I chose making cupcakes..since it is today's trend and i haven't tried to make it. Unfortunately, i'm not good yet in terms of recipe, but thank God, my super-best mom has this great recipe. As you know, my mom is very good in culinary world. So i asked her help in doing my project hihihi..

My mom just helped me in making the dough till it was baked on the oven, after that she had to go somewhere..so i had to do this all by myself. Can be said, this is my first time doing it all alone. I have to check several times to make sure the cake is already done. To put it off from the cake tin. To pour the rum into the cake (it's just only on my estimation). To cut out the cupcakes. And the last one to decorate each cupcakes :') interesting!!!

First of all, preheat the oven to 180 C. Back to the dough, beat together the butter and sugar until it's pale. Then add the eggs one at a time, beating in well after each addition, then gradually pour the mixture of flour and cocoa, beat it till the dough comes together. Finally, put the dough into the cake tin and baked it in the oven.

After the cake is done baked, let the tin sits on a cooling rack for 5-10 minutes and then turn them out from the tin, and started to cut out the cakes using the special cut out tools (mine are heart and curly circle).

Break up the chocolate into small pieces and melted it by swirling it around to cover in the hot liquid. Pour the melted chocolate to the top of each cupcakes. You can fill it full, or just fill it abstract, like spider web. You choose!!

Now it's time to decorate each cupcakes....It's up to your creativity and imagination in this part. You can use everything as the decoration as long as it can be eaten. You can find it many in a bakery shop. This time, i don't have time to go to the bakery shop so i just use ordinary snacks: Cha Cha milk chocolate, Yupi candy, and nyam nyam's crunchy. Decor it as you wish^^

and...Voila..!!! Cupcakes a.l.a Wilma..
This one is for my bf.

and this one is for my mom who makes the dough..it's yummy tummy :D thanks, mom^^

Movie Review: The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

2009-02-12T00:38:00.019+07:00

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button is a movie inspired from a short story by F. Scott Fitzgerald, a famous American novelist who wrote about classic literature. I have a little knowledge about classic literature since i chose sub-major literature for my final paper at uni. But i've just only read one of his masterpieces, The Great Gatsby.

Back to the movie, it goes straight as one of the best movies in mine. It's about the life of Benjamin Button who is aging backwards. He was born as an old-grandfather look alike and dead in a proportion of a baby. Told from the second point of view, i guess, the movie is told in a flash-back style which is quite interesting. When i watched this, i had a feeling as if i was reading a novel. Maybe it's because the plot goes smoothly and they describe it with details so that it makes the duration of the movie reaches almost 3 hours.

Some people said it is a boring, awful movie, just talking no action. But in my case, i have a different point of view. A movie is not just a story. There's also a meaning behind it. I enjoy every single stories in The Curious Case of Benjamin Button and their conversation as well.
This meaningful movie brings me to one of my life's greatest lessons. Life is just about a time. It's full of choices! and the choice is yours..it's all depends on how you create your life by using any given opportunities. You just have to be careful when it's time to choose an option because your life opportunity never comes twice. And you should know how to handle the easiness and difficulties in every choices you choose, because the life opportunity can come both in time of happiness and sadness. You'll never know it!! Don't just stay in your comfort zone. Sometimes you should choose a little more challenging option. You'll never know what's inside the box if you'll never open it. Whatever goals you have in life, don't think you can't reach it! So live your life to the fullest!!...Don't be too afraid to step back once to get 10 more better steps ahead. Once, a Chinese says, "A journey of a thousand miles, begins with a single step." -Confusion-

"Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss." -Benjamin Button-

"For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again." -Benjamin Button-

Goodnight Benjamin. Goodnight Daisy.

En Dining

2009-01-23T19:04:00.029+07:00

En Japanese Dining Bar is now open at Crystal Lagoon, Senayan City, LG floor.
i haven't tried this one before at EX, guess why?? yes..bcos the place is so classy-expensive looks like and it relates to the 'wallet thing' hahahha. Because of the new opening restaurant, they give 50% promo discount ended last week...yippieee...so last weekend me & bf decided to have our dinner there...it's a rare opportunity!!

Photos taken from lobby stairs & EN's Main entrance

The place is located at the special design of Senci, the circle-glass building at the main lobby, the best spot in Senayan City, i guess. At first, I think they build that additional building for just an art reason hehehe, but actually they don't. En's main entrance is from Crystal Lagoon, LG floor. It has two-floor. 1st floor is just like ordinary Japanese restaurant, tables, vip room, and tatami, while the 2nd floor is the Japanese bar. The place is comfy but the chair is not quite comfy enough (some of them are backless chairs). My seat is rather private than public. They are quite large space between one another, so it's a perfect seat for me! no crowded noisy people around us hehehe

The service is excellent. The waiter is easily to find and they are always ready to serve their best to the customer. One waiter poured the sauce to my bowl when he brought our sushi order, it was my 1st experience like tat, i duno if other fancy restaurant served like that hehehe...oh, and they always re-fill my ocha before i asked them to..!! ha.ha.

For the food, this time we start with our fav Jap appetizer, Chawanmusi. It is steamed egg custard with mixed of chicken, shrimp, mushroom, and don't know exactly the others. It is YUMMYYYY...this one comes to my number 1 list, beat one in Sumire.

Chawanmusi (22k)

I continue with the sushi, since i'm not a fan of raw food, i ordered California Rolls and Tiger Rolls..both of them are TASTYYYYY....it's so fresh..the rice, and all the topping is really fresh and crispy when u bite 'em...i like both!! This is like in Rakuzen's, maybe better...

California Rolls (56k) Tiger Rolls (78k)

I also wana try the ordinary Jap food, Chicken Katsu, again...it's DELICIOUS.. even if it's just ordinary chicken katsu but they cook it in their own way. crispy yet tasty!!!!!!!! plus the LIP-SMACKING sauce, it's just like liquor-sauce and there's sesame on the top. i'm not good at explaining the ingredients tho hahahha..I'm starving at that time so i also ordered this expensive Gohan (it costs 12k) in completing my Chicken Katsu.Katsu Chicken (58k)

My bf's choice for the main course is Crab Chahan. It is Japanese fried rice covered with crab soup and soft shell crab on top. I guess it is 'kepiting soka'. It is DAMN GOOD....and quite big portion..!!Crab Chahan (85k)

We chose macha ice cream for dessert. This green tea ice cream is average, not as special as the food i ordered. It's better Cream&Fudge's n Haagen Daaz's.

Macha Ice Cream (18k)

We were very very full..these sluruppp yummy food are really worth! aside from the price, it's a bit overprice, but hey..it's 50% disc hahahaaa...We're fully satisfied when paying off the bill..
En Dining is surely one of the best Japanese restaurants in Jakarta.

High school reunion 2009

2009-01-05T23:57:00.012+07:00

After 4 and a half years we graduated from SMUK-4, two of our friends (we call them, the EOs: BJ n AHA) suddenly invited me via FB to join the small reunion. Wow...i was so excited yet had a little doubt of it..!!! it will be our 1st reunion...meeting my old high school friends...will it be fun? or will it be boring? cos i almost lost contact with them all. but i always like hanging out n gathering with friends, well, no further explanation, i just love it!! so i decided to come tat Sunday evening at Glass House, Pluit.

1st high school habit: they were late for almost 1 hour!!! even the EOs still not there hahaha.
The invitation is at 6.30 p.m. when i arrived there at 6.35 p.m, there are only 2 persons, my friend, n his gf. Actually for me it's out of my mind, ur gf/bf join the school reunion..come on...it's reunion, the time u re-meeting and sharing ur story with ur old school friends (no offense to those who brought their partners yesterday..). i also came with my bf, in my case, we knew each other in high school, started our relationship on the 1st grade and we're still be together, so this is also our reunion, our friends, from the same batch, the same high school.. =)

2nd high school habit: gossipping and narcissism!!!

As we met each other, we started talking, laughing, and taking pictures...a lot!!! it's so much fun hahahha :D we're kind of sharing stories n etc..Reunion is also the best time to meet up with the x-ers :P yeps, n this topic can be caused a hot gossippp...hihi some people caught in an action with their x, well, they're just having a lil chit chat, but still...interesting and potentially to become a hot gossip...!!

Eniweiii, how about high school love story?? As i know, in our batch, there are 3 couples having a relationship since high school. but unfortunately, 1 couple ended their relationship about a month ago, so there's only 2 couples left. and I'm the one of them :) yeah..no one ever know what will happen next, it's God business..!! so we'll see later...
3 of our female friends have just got married, and 1 friend has already had a daughter..but none of them came to the reunion..too bad!

Last but not least, we've grown mature and we're adults! Some people change, some are still the same (physically n personality sides). Yeah...people change...i agree with tat statement! Some are totally changed and some are not, just a little changed hahaha complicated though! and 80% of us have already graduated but only 60% got a job already hehehe..Due to the global crisis, it's not the best time for a job seeker! so good luck everyone..

in conclusion, my uneasiness before is wrong, totally wrong!!! I had so much fun meeting up with them all..It's not 'garing' but go with the flow hahaha yeah..i know it's one of my talents, i can talk n adapt easily to different people, different environment, and i always have a topic to be talked. Again, i love to smile..it's the best way to melt down the atmosphere :)

see ya friends..

2009 wishes lists!

2009-01-02T21:51:00.009+07:00

Welcome 2009!

nu year has come!! it's time to have a new brighter life of mine... :)

my wishes lists for this year:
1. get a full-time job which i enjoy it a lot!
2. reach my expected and target income^^
3. take a French course in CCF.
4. be better in time management.
5. maintain my weights around 45kg - 46kg.
6. finish reading all my books!
7. travel abroad, job abroad, or even....live abroad..!!!

yeps..that's enough for my wishes lists in 2009. Hope I can make it all and there'll be additional lists at the end of 2009...amen! :D

fyi, I didn't exactly remember all my 2008 wishes lists, but i remember my main wish in 2008. I got my Sarjana's Degree..yay...i did it and i have it :D Thank you, Lord.

Christmas Special Gift for him

2008-12-23T21:17:00.016+07:00

May you have...

enough success to make you proud

enough trials to keep you strong

enough luck to make you smile

enough work to keep you challenged

enough of all life's treasures to keep you truly happy :D

C.O.N.G.R.A.T.U.L.A.T.I.O.N.S
on your graduation, Cameron Constantine..
19.12.08

Every so often, the RIGHT thing happens to the RIGHT person for the RIGHT reason..!

On Our Anniversary

2008-12-11T19:11:00.012+07:00

It's gotta be LOVE

to have lasted this long.

We've racked up some years,
but we're still going STRONG!

You're ever my SWEETIE,
my number one "squeeze".

Your SURPRISES can still make me excited!

Your silliness still puts a SMILE on my face.

I feel right at your side
in your loving EMBRACE.

I still feel so HAPPY,
my heart's overflowing...

happy 7th anniversary, conB.. :)
wishing the two of us happiness and love always...

love you the most,

11.12.01
11.12.08

Twilight: girls' desire of a man.

2008-12-09T11:31:00.015+07:00

I just saw the movie Twilight last Sat. I fell in love with Edward Cullen when i was watching the movie. He is a gentle, warmth, protective, and responsible man!!...all basic criteria a girl wants from a man to love and to be loved..oh so sweet...^^ ignored the vampire side, please!!
This movie is categorized as one of my fav. Although it's about vampire, werewolf, and sth like that but in my point of view, the main story isn't just about that. It has a deep meaning inside..it's about unconditional love story.

I know it's just a movie, just a fiction story and character, but doesn't mean that there's no such a man like him! A story comes from someone's idea and the idea often comes from someone's experiences. I think it's a perfect example for men of how they should behave to a girl they love :)
It shows us the power of a relationship should be. NO sex, NO harsh, JUST trust and respect..It is the most important thing in a relationship..trust the one u love and respect as well..u'll hit the jackpot ladies and gentlemen! hahahaha :D

Eniweiii...after watching the movie, i'm curious about the novel. I like to read btw, and from my experiences, almost all of the movie based on a novel is not as good as the story in the novel itself. So i plan to buy the novel. Lemme guess..it sold out everywhere...and it is! i didn't find one. Only my sis get the book #4, Breaking Dawn, at Periplus SMS. But i don't want to read it before i read the previous 3 books..just wait :P

p.s: my friend joked during the movie: hey...hey...there's a lot of nice scenes for pre-wed pictures :P *swt* (ga lupa deh doi, merusak suasana wkt itu!! hahaha) this pic esp for her..enjoy doi!

Welcoming Christmas 2008..

2008-12-01T20:29:00.010+07:00

December,
it's my favorite time of the year. Rain is falling n the weather becomes windy, although there's no snow falling in this country, but the windy weather is enough to make me happy hihihi

Christmas is near and is coming..
Since i was a child, i used to celebrate Christmas every year and my parents always making this moment so special in their own way. I miss those moments i can share, laugh, and celebrate Christmas with all my dearest little family (mom, dad, and two of my elder sisters) in my hometown, Sukabumi...it's a nice memory will always be stored in my heart.

Everything is different when we entering December. The Christmas decorations are everywhere, the songs, the events, and the feeling of my heart...oh can't describe it but i'm very happy to welcoming Christmas =)

This year, my happiness begins with i get back my dad's Christmas songs. The Carpenters!!!! It's my favorite Christmas songs everrrr...my lovely bf searched n downloaded esp for me^^ thanks to you babe..u always know how to make me happy :')i only have the cassette belongs to my dad since he was young. I always listen to it every year. It reminds me of my childhood Christmas and its feeling...For some people their songs are old-fashioned but for me it's still up-to-date and will always be in my heart for my entire life. I have memorable Christmas moments in all Carpenters' Christmas songs.
A few years ago i lost it and so sad i can't find everywhere bcos it's soooo olddd!!! no one sells it. Luckily i got it now...and can't stop listening to it :)

My top eight of The Carpenters:
1. Merry Christmas Darling
2. Christmas Waltz
3. Christmas Songs (Chestnuts Roasting on an Open Fire)
4. Sleigh Ride
5. Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
6. I'll be Home for Christmas
7. Winter Wonderland / Silver Bells
8. It's Christmas time
(ups..hard to delete one of them from my fav songs ever :P)

Actually for Christmas songs, i prefer the old ones than today's collection. And Carpenters' is not out-of-date..i bet u'll get the peaceful of Christmas when hearing to it.
Happy listening to you!

i love Friday!

2008-11-28T22:54:00.005+07:00

In the middle of my shopping time with my mom n sis, the same woman from RBS Bank called me. She invited me to have another test, SHL, kind of IQ test, on Monday. Ehm...it means i passed yesterday's EPT :P yippeeee! I don't imagine this quite fast. okay, I passed the EPT and i'll have another problem, SHL. Gosh, i have tried it once months ago and it was difficult!! i don't like it hiks..but i have to...help meee help meeeeeeeeee......
Hm..let's see on Monday. I'll do my best!

Honestly, I'm not really interested in hearing this news TONITE bcos i was shopping at that time hahaha doesn't mean i'm not happy but i enjoy shopping better than anything..yepsss...oh i love shopping a lot!!! so i have to work hard for fulfilling my desire hehehe meaning that i have to pass this SHL test so that i'll get the job! Go on girl...

Talking about shopping, today is the last day of Debenhams' sale at The Hall, Senayan City 8th floor. It's really bargain..Swatch 30% off (usually never on sale), but unfortunately there're some watches left T_T and there still many items and brands are on sale, big sale, most of them 50% off. i regret just come today. should come in the beginning of the sale, the items are still hot hahaha
oh...i love this Friday :')

EPT?

2008-11-26T19:38:00.006+07:00

I was enjoying my free-lazy day when suddenly i got a phone call from RBS Bank (formerly ABN AMRO Bank) informing that i will have an English Proficiency Test tomorrow at 8 a.m. at LIA Pramuka as my 2nd round..(it means i passed the 1st round, 1 on 1 interview few weeks ago...yippieee)

Okay, what is EPT actually? Is it like TOEFL test? i dunno exactly what it is whereas i am the alumnus of English Department, quite embarrasing tho :P. so i called LIA, asked about it and i searched on google..and there it is..it's actually the same kind with TOEFL test. EPT has 4 levels: elementary, intermediate, high-intermediate, and advance. Lemme think, maybe for a job seekers, we belong to either the 3rd or 4th group bcos as i tried the online test, the topics and languages are quite different from TOEFL test. It's about business world..

After i tried several tests, the results are around 75...*sigh

So tonite i just ehmmm...need a beauty-sleep...cos it needs high-concentration when u do the test. also, i don't know where LIA Pramuka is (it's farrrrrr from here) so i have to go earlier in the morning, hope there'll be no morning traffic, and wish the taxi driver knows directly the place :')
g'nite everyone...

Intercollegiate Seminar 2008

2008-11-24T22:36:00.004+07:00

Intercollegiate Seminar is English Department of Atma Jaya University's annual event. This year it is held on 21-22 November 2008. There are 25 papers to be presented from various universities: Atma Jaya, Bina Nusantara, Indonesia University of education, Widya Mandala, Maranatha, State University of Jakarta, and Sanata Dharma University. Fyi, i am one of the presenters :P well, it doesn't come from my deepest heart, it comes from my lecturer's offering and a bit forcing hehehe..

eniwei, i got the schedule to present my paper on the 2nd day at 10.30 - 10.55 but i did it more or less for only 15 - 20 mins including the FAQ :P i'm lazy to re-make my presentation, so i just present the original i used for my defense hihihi and luckily i can answer all the questions HA.HA dunno whether my answers are clearly satisfied or not =p

As a presenter, we have to sign the attendance before entering the room and we got an Atma Jaya paper bag containing a bundle of our papers, a pen, and a note, all in UAJ mode on. There was 4 session that day. The first 2 session was held before lunch time and the rest was after lunch. We also got snacks twice. The audience weren't many. I think 90% are Atma Jaya students. yeah, u know, just a small amount of people who like attending the seminar events rite?? hehehe As for me, i don't like to attend this kind of event. it's just so boring i think...zzz...so sleepy and it makes me got headache :'( but i was still in the room until the end of the seminar bcos one of my friend presents hers after lunch session so as good friends...suit..suiw..we are there to support her :)

The event closed at 3 p.m. and i got the certificate as a presenter...ehm...maybe this is the one that makes me happy to be the presenter :D

After whole boring day, me n my closed friendswent to Grand Indonesia, kongkow-ing n window shopping, cos they'll have midnite shopping...yeay!! It re-charges my spirit and loses my headache hahaha
Thanks to Intercollegiate Seminar 2008!

Prepare myself..

2008-11-20T14:02:00.003+07:00

Tomorrow i have to attend Intercollegiate Seminar and present my paper. I don't have any excitement for this event, maybe it's all because i have to go back to my paper and study it well and prepare them well..*fiuh* There'll be Q&A session, and if i can't answer it...wohohoooowww...'apa kata dunia?!!!' i hv to do my best, i guess.

Now i'm preparing my speech and it seems that i can't remember all of it well..my defense was almost 3 months ago and i never look back at my paper since that. Now i have to study over again. Oh my...what should i do? i have to go teaching in the afternoon and it seems i only have little time to prepare it..
hehehe i think i'll bring some notes as a 'contekan' if i forget some :P tricky mode on :D

so, wish me luck everyone...

Can or Can't....?

2008-11-19T21:36:00.008+07:00

Today i was having a quality time with 2 of my besties and we're landing on Starbucks, a nice-to-have place for gossiping :P
In the middle of our conversation, a question came up in my mind...

w: guys, do u think that someone can change his own nature behaviour?
c : hm...i think so, actually it depends on he himself.
y : in my opinion, he can't change it totally but at least, he can diminish it, if he wants it to.
w: errr...okay! but it's such a hard thing to do, isn't it? sometimes i think it can't be changed although u want it badly.
c : it can be! believe me..my dad was a stubborn person. (fyi, her dad is one of the nicest guy ever, very caring and loving person to his fam, esp to his wife...so sweet...)
w: i give u an example, for some cases i am a short-term-memory kind of person esp. for something outside my business (if someone asks me for a help, for instance). I really don't want that happened but it happens out of my control. my bad, dunno y.... :'(
Another example, how about a temperament character? is it possible to change and remove it??? i know it's really really a hard job, but can't it? it's one of the characteristic i hate much!!!
e : maximized your reminder! hahahaha :p j/k
well, i think it's a bit harder to change the 2nd one. but u can always have it!
y : well, 1st example, u absolutely can change it. U just have to struggle with that and have an eager to learn. Big effort is needed!
2nd example, maybe u can change it but it's a bit harder than the 1st one. so the possibility is less than the 1st.
e : but still, u can, if u said so!! the choice is yours =)
w: um..okay! *still wondering*

At the end, we came to a conclusion..."it is easier for u to change some bad characteristics, for which u can have other ways (incl. ur big longing) to keep it away slowly but sure. Reversely, u have less chance for some bad characteristics to be changed or even be reduced. But nothing is impossible! it's all depends on you yourself."

So...what's in ur mind? ^_*

Rainy Saturday

2008-11-15T17:01:00.004+07:00

It's been raining outside..
Thunder bolt lightning with the dark sky cover this whole weekend.

- i wish my weekend is not as dark as the sky -

W.

Book Review: Matilda...a genius girl ever!

2008-11-13T18:22:00.009+07:00

I've just finished reading Matilda by Roald Dahl, a children novel recommended by my friend. This book is awesome! I think i'll read another children novel as an intermezzo in my free time. It refreshes my mind. I don't have to think it over getting the meaning of its story, yes...it's for children for sure! hahaha

Anyway, Matilda was an extraordinary gifted girl. She was kind of a genius five-year-old child who was rather ignored than being loved by her parents. She started reading newspaper in the age of 3. and by the time she was 4, she came by to a public library every day and read all of children books and began to read adult-literature including Dicken's and Hemingway's.

Her parents never paid attention to her brilliance. They discouraged Matilda's eagerness to read. When it came to school, Matilda was a brilliant student than others. She could read all reading passage given without hesitation and do the math just the calculator does. Her teacher, Ms. Honey was surprised to see her amazing intelligence.

Unfortunately, the headmistress, Mrs. Trunchbull, was kind of a monster for the students and she was Matilda's foe. Matilda used her brilliance yet magic trick to fight with her father, mrs. Trunchbull, and to help Ms. Honey got back her rights that was taken over by Mrs. Trunchbull who exactly her wicked-aunt for the last 20 years. She had done few miracles in doing so. And at the end, Matilda sort of "won the game". She was placed in the 5th grade at school (twice her age) by the new head master in school. Her teacher also got back her inheritance and her aunt was totally disappeared. Matilda was happy to have Ms. Honey as her teacher and a friend and the story ended with her moving to her teacher's house because her parents moved out to Spain forever.

Relaxation mode: ON

2008-11-09T23:56:00.009+07:00

Yessss...at last i tried to do reflexology this evening! :) sounds not interesting?? hahaha but for me it sounds exciting and interesting cos it's my 1st time doing it and the result was soooo greattt...^^ my legs are lighter hehehe or it's just the feeling?? yeah, at least, my bf feels it, too!
eniwei, i choose Nano reflexology in Pluit bcos the place is new and good, classified to the high-class one and the price oh-so-cheap! you just pay Rp.45000,- for 1 and a half hours with that facility. I heard from some people that the owner of this place is Mrs. X who wants to have her own business just for fun, and her f***ing-rich husband, who loves her so much, opens this business. Rumours said he doesn't get much profit from it. It's just for fulfilling his wife's wish...what a lucky woman..

ok, here are the lists why you have to choose Nano (although i haven't gone to other reflexology, but i think i'm in love with this place hihi..)
1. the location is quite easy to find (just across Pluit Junction)
2. the place is nice, clean, and comfy
3. the chairs for doing it are all lazy-boy complete with a tv (local channel, fashion tv, and dvds) and head phone for each.
4. there r more than 50 chairs and many workers, too (we dun have to wait for long even though the place is full)
5. we also get a clean pillow and a blanket. (it makes you keep warm and comfortable)
6. we have 1 and a half hours to do while almost others just give you only 1 hour.
7. the important thing is the price!! for happy hour 10 am - 12 am on weekdays and weekends Rp. 30000,-. 12 am - 10 pm Rp. 45000,-. 10 pm - 12 pm Rp. 75000,- really worth it!!!!
8. and last but not least, the good and content services...The workers both male & female have a strong but nice power. (my bf and i did it at 7.30 pm, full of customers condition, and they still have it^^)

In my opinion, there is only one less point which should be taken care of, the waiting room!!! Although there is a small supermarket we can shop in, but there r only 9 or 10 seat for us to sit in. so when i wait for more or less 20 mins, i just stand up and walking at the supermarket.

Overall, i feel happy and enthusiastically satisfied though!!! really wanna come back next time :P
too bad i didn't take any photo ='( will do next time! today's reflexology my bf watched dvd and i didn't. i just listened to my songs and...slept! zZZ.....................oh...............zZZZ...........................................zzZZZ.................................................^^

Waiting for something....BIG!!

2008-11-07T13:34:00.006+07:00

This blog is the continuation from my dilemma part..
- Oct 20, almost 400 girls tried their luck for being a SIA's stewardess. As for me, i did my SIA's walk-in-interview and the result was great :) i passed the 1st round: we are a group of 10 people and we have to stand up and come forward to answer the interviewer's question 1 by 1. Still in the same day, 3 people from my group continued to the 2nd round: English test (like simple TOEFL test) and followed by reading test: read a passage both in English and Indonesian. Again, i passed this round and the woman informed us to come at 10 a.m. tomorrow to have an interview. I felt happy and somehow can't believe it^^.

- Oct 21, i had my 2 in 1 interview at about 11.30 (1 and a half hours late from my schedule). It took 20 - 30 mins interview. Actually they asked so many questions about me, my life and my plans related to this job. Both the interviewers (man & woman) are nice people..They tried to make me relax..
Fortunately and surprisingly, i passed this round :D. However, 2 of my friends from my 1st group, failed. Dunno what the criteria they r looking for...
For those who passed, we would have a briefing at 4 p.m. so i waited till afternoon at JDC.

- Oct 27, i got an email which informed me that i got my turn for the final interview on Nov 5 at 11 a.m., while 4 of my friends i knew, got their turn on Nov 4. It's based on the alphabetical name..Actually i didn't prepare anything for my final interview on Nov 5 bcos my sis and 2 of her children came home to Jkt surprisingly. So i had my days full of happiness and tiredness for 2 weeks hehehe

- Nov 5, i came to Mulia Hotel Senayan at 10 a.m. and i came in the inteview's room at 11.20 (20 mins late from the schedule...better this time) This time both of the interviewers come from Singapore, Chinese-Singaporean and Indian-Singaporean men. I did my interview in relax mode but still nervous..I think this time is simpler than the previous one.
After i finished it, i waited for the result nervously...and when the woman called me to go out from the Rose room, i knew already my result whis was i failed this round T_T

Honestly, at that time i feel so sad of my failure. My effort for getting in till this final round is not easy..Can u imagine, for almost 400 girls that would die for this job hehehe, only 38 girls who got in to the final interview. and i thank God for it! I'm one of them. I've done my best and the rest is His best plan for me. That's my prayer. If i got in, then i'll be thankful and keep me being humble. But if i failed, let me take in good part. I don't ever regret this great chance happened in my life.
I believe that we as human can only make plan but only God will make the best decision for us. Just wait patiently, God knows the path you trod..He stretches our patience to enlarge our soul.

So...now i'm just.............waiting for something....BIG! =)

Happy Graduation...=)

2008-10-31T21:52:00.025+07:00

Yeay..!!! Thank God i did it.. :D

Monday, 27 October 2008 is my graduation day. i really am happy and proud of myself. I've finished my study and done my job as the youngest daughter in my fam..that's my parents' wish, seeing their 3 daughters finish our study! We all did it!! and...here i am,
Wilma Wilianti Tantranegara, S.Pd.
Eventhough my father is not acompanying me, i'm sure he is smiling in heaven watching me=)
here are some pics...enjoy it!

my luvly mom *cup*

my wonder man :P

my best gossipers girls ^_^

kebaya mode

Fusion Sushi Platter @ Takigawa

2008-10-14T20:17:00.019+07:00

Last weekend, after whole morning spent at campus meeting my lecturer for discussing my intercollegiate paper, me n my bf decided to go to Senayan City. As we wanna go to XXI, we passed by Takigawa Japanese restaurant. It's not our 1st time walking past it, but it's our 1st time seeing that 50% f&b disc banner using ABN AMRO cc. *blink-blink* well, i haven't tried this resto b'cos it doesn't attract me from the outside. So i just ignoring it. But this time, with the "iming-iming" 50% disc, i asked my bf to eat there and try something new..hahaha quite 'basi' i know! so we entered this resto n picked the window seat..

Well, anyway, i stucked on fusion sushi platter. It has 3 thumbs up. Actually it's only the combination of 5 fusion sushi on the menu which serves 3 pieces/each kind of sushi, and i think it belongs to the top sushi there. and b'cos i was starving at that time, haven't eaten anything yet from the morning, so i wanted to order this^^. *rakus mode on* While my bf wanna try something unique, Kamameshi-Takigawa which also has 3 thumbs up. It is steamed rice in traditional Japanese pot with various ingredients and lots of sluruuuppp seafood at the top in the picture. cooking time: 20 minutes.

After a while, the sushi came first. it serves in a big plate and looks nice..maybe b'cos i was starving..it looks like an ordinary sushi now hehehe :P Know what, in the menu it is written 15 pieces combination of sushi. However, we got 4 pieces/each..it means 20 pieces of sushi...lucky us! :D

Fusion Sushi Platter (rp. 129k):
Takigawa roll (in the middle), California roll (the one topped with salmon), Hot & Sexy roll (the one rolled with tobiko), Caterpillar roll (the one topped with avocado), and Dino Lovers roll (the one topped with grilled eel)

(hot & sexy roll)
i like this one better! it has hot green chili inside the seaweed that makes the taste unique! chili sushi...yummy!!

(takigawa roll)
he likes this one better!

Kamameshi - Takigawa (65k):
eel, crab, salmon, scallop, prawn, chicken, and vegetables steamed rice.

All mixed up with the rice crust and eat in the Japanese lil bowl behind the pot.
The taste is just average, not too special, we think..and the jumbo seafood in the picture, it's fake, they chopped the seafood into pieces.

For me, today's winner is Hot & Sexy roll..chili sushi..Yummy!!! the others' taste are quite the same with another japanese sushi i think. i wanna try the dessert next time,, it looks like nice but i can't make it for this time b'cos we both overly full. Overall, we like the food and we'll come back soon before the promo ends hahaha b'cos it's a bit overpriced without the promo for that taste, esp the kamameshi :P

Nightmare di siang bolong

2008-10-08T14:37:00.011+07:00

1.48 p.m a lecturer from English Department called me.

Mr : Hi, may i speak to Wilma?
W : I'm Wilma and sorry, who am i talking to?
Mr : I'm Mr. R from Atma Jaya
W : oh..hi Sir, what's the matter?
Mr : Actually, I want to ask u to join the Seminar Intercollegiate 2008 as a presenter b'cos your Scientific Paper is classified to one of the best out there. We have just had 5 papers from Atma Jaya and we still need more. You know, we organize this event and it's silly if we only have 5 besides 15 presenters from other universities. So we choose the best ones based on the Scientific Paper score.
(wth...i'm avoiding to join this annually event ='( lazyyyy...)
W : um..when will it be held?
Mr : It'll be held on November 21-22, 2008. But if you have a job already, you don't have to come for every session. Just come for the time you're gonna present yours. Just add the abstract of ur paper n submit it to me/Ms. T. Okay? You can discuss it with ur mentor 1st.
W : (oh noooo..my "luvly" mentorrrr againnn) um...ookay, Sir..(i don't have any other options T_T don't know how to reject it..my bad!!)
Mr : So..can i have a soft copy of your paper this Fri?
W : huh? u mean complete with the abstract?
Mr : yes. The abstract is just 1 or 2 paragraph so you can do it in 1 hour probably.
W : (yes, if i'm not lazy hahaha) can i submit it to you next week? b'cos i have to discuss it with my mentor, rite?
Mr : oic..Okay, if it's possible, please submit it on the beginning of next week.
W : okay, Sir..see y *sigh*

ouch...shittt..a few months ago i was laughing, hearing 2 of my friends were asked to join this event and now?? OMG it happens to me..fiuh..
I know that presenting my paper isn't that bad, it'll bring advantages though. At least, u'll get a certificate, u learn how to do a presentation in front of public, ur paper will be published in the event's collection, and...that's it..i dunno the other LOL
I think i'm just lazy to do that:
1. i have to re-read my paper.
2. i have to make an abstract of it.
3. i have to prepare well for any questions will be.
4. i have to again..re-contact with my "luvly" mentor(nightmareee)

yup..the last number is the hardest thing for me i think lol...he's just a weirdo-mystical-creature in this universe! agreeee??? i can't show one by one of his weirdo acting but i'm definitely sure that English Department's family (esp his students, co-workers & ex-examiners) know well of his unique behaviour :P maybe b'cos of that he's still single although he's already 30 sth. eniwei, he's smart and helpful and some people say he has a good-looking (not for me ;p)
hm...what should i do? should i make the abstract? oow,,dun have any desire for that!!! should i contact him now? ooh-no..not now i think! i just hope that i got the SQ job so that byebye intercollegiate hihihi :D
what about y'guys?

Dilemma

2008-10-07T16:16:00.011+07:00

Lebaran holiday is over...hm..for me, actually, everyday is holiday since i hold my Bachelor's degree last month though i still have my part-time job as an English teacher in Grow Up twice a week. But it's kinda different for people around me, let's say my bf and my sis. They really enjoyed the work-day-off. Me??? of course i was happy cos i got free-week of teaching and everyday i had lots of activities: my bf asked me to go out (dating, eating, or fam day-out) or just came by to my house^^. As my sis, she always wakes up earlier than me which sometimes it really annoys me..c'mon, it's holiday and she wakes me up in the morning.. but i don't know why, i'm happy for that. Seeing that i can still gather with her n my mom, just sharing each other and talking bout everything=) i love every single moment like this. As you know, my dad passed away 12 years ago and my 2nd elder sis has been married and she's in Kupang for good, having their own business and taking care of their two wonderful children. I miss them so much..

Ok, back to the topic, everybody back to work, and me...still at home, enjoy my free-lazy-day, all day browsing, chattin, blogging, and keep thinking. Thinking of my future job, thinking of my life, thinking bout everything!! As a matter of fact, i haven't applied for any job yet. Still confuse about it. I don't wanna be a teacher which is my major i took. I wanna be a stewardess, yessss...SQ stewardess hehehe but pros n cons about this job. This job came out in my mind for about 6 months ago when i saw my church friend being a SQ stewardess. wow..what an interesting job! you can travel all around the world which is my goal in life hehehe i know, this one is only the advantage besides there are still many of disadvantages. Anyway, being a stewardess is my 2nd dream when i were a child. My 1st dream is being a teacher, and here i am..a part-time teacher. So now, i want to reach my 2nd dream but I don't want to sacrifice everything just for getting this job. NO! Otherwise, I keep praying for this decision and I believe God will give me and guide me to my best.

I wait for the open recruitment expectantly. A few days ago, i open the website and they'll have a walk-in-interview this Oct 20. WOW..i'm so surprised and can't wait for the day. yippiiiee..i'll try even though i don't know yet whether i'm accepted or booted out, at least..i try!
Now, i have a doubt of it. Okay..if i am booted out, i can continue my life and try another job. If i'm accepted, here comes the problems. Is the job best suited me? Can i do the job with the pos n many of its neg aspects? Do i really want it? How about my family? How about my almost-7-year relationship with my bf? and many more...
From his point of view. Deep in his heart i know he doesn't want to let me go. A part of me says so, but this is my life..i just starting my life to reality. Is it sounded that i'm an egoist person????oh..this feeling keep in my mind..somebody helps me?
Surprisingly, my lovely bf keeps supporting me even though only 20-30% i think :P and it's normal. No one can easily let the loved one go. The only promise i can give is i never cheat on him..and i'm sure he knows it..but it doesn't mean that i or he can't find someone else. Only God knows! and as the "pepatah" said "kalo jodoh ga kemana" which i believe that statement ;p and i always talk like this to him hehehe

Well, I think i write too much about this-unclear-complicated thing hahaha... I'm really in a dilemma T_T but still, i'll do my best on Oct 20! =)

Just a Beginning...

2008-10-03T14:53:00.015+07:00

Blogging...
What are you thinking of when hearing this word?
It is booming nowadays, more or less for a few years ago. Many people create their own blog and keep showing to their friends. For me, when i hear this word, the one that comes out in my mind just a weird and not-so-important activity. Just writing your personal life n whatever topics you want to write about and let people read yours..it's just nonsense and out of my mind...and i can say: this is so not me. It doesn't mean that i don't like writing diary. I do write diary everyday since i was in junior-high as what the other girls do and i love it. But it's different thing. You write about everything in your diary and you keep it yourself, not share it with others. It's a kind of your privacy. Yes, it was my opinion about blogging..

Unexpectedly, a few weeks ago, i read my friend's blog and it is very interesting one, i think (thanks to you, A. :P). In a moment, a thought came up in my mind. "Hey..why don't I start making my own blog?" Gee..i just kept thinking on that. I re-think of my opinion about blogging and it makes me a dilemma. On one side, this is just errrr...but on the other side, luckily, i still have a think that at least it'll bring an advantage for me. I know that writing is not as easy as you think (i did writing 1,2,3, and academic writing classes in my University which i hate it so much!!!). So, i think it's a good start to improve my writing skill, for developing my idea and speak my mind up. I can write about everything i like and maybe that's the difference between the writing class i had and the blog/diary i have hehehe. As you know that i'm an introvert but people person and i'm categorized as a good-listener, not as a good-story-teller..hahaha yeah...maybe because of that stuffs so i like keeping my own stories and not sharing it :P

Surprisingly, after a deep thinking, today, i decide to make my own blog and i'll start writing. So, just wait for another stories of mine and i can say that...hm...i'm in love with it! =)
hope that i can improve my writing skill by doing this..see ya....and wish me luck! ^w^